Some thoughts on an early Spring night in March

I wrote a whole bunch here just now, but some blogger error erased everything. Fucking hell. I am so fucking pissed. I wanted to say thanks everyone, especially Sue, for reading and commenting on my blog. And I had all those other things that I wrote about. I'm thinking Dan and Jon are getting back together -- at least I imagine that they are. Jon mentioned somewhere he's quitting smoking, and I imagine Dan to be too (It's always what I wished for, and I told Dan that.) It's almost like they'll get back together soon. They're good friends and all. It'd be false for me to say I want that to happen, but I'd be happy for Dan. God! I so fucking still love him so much, although the words here don't make it sound like I do. This is so not what I wrote just now, I'm just fucking pissed and sleepy now.